Worry

Maybe I worry a little bit too much about what people think about me.

I've typically held an air of "I don't care" when people tell me something I've said is stupid, or that what I've done is silly. Maybe that's why I can't express myself, for fear of rejection and condemnation by people who really shouldn't have that much impact on my life.

Maybe I'll get over that.

In the meantime, I wish I had the money for some oil paints.